My dear bbs ♥,

It's time for the goo’ old New Year's Resolution to make an appearance, isn't it? After all, the New Year has arrived. I wouldn't say I'm good at those, but I try to keep to my plans as much as I can, because I understand that working for something is the best way to assure you will get it.

Here's my one true resolution then: to be honest to myself and others. To not let any small thing come in between a true understanding of what I mean to say. To not let fears stop me from speaking my mind, or being complacent with things that should long have been changed.

And to comply with that, I will be honest with all you that might still come to my LJ every once in a while. I miss you guys! Terribly so. I love it here and had wonderful (and not-so-wonderful) moments that I don't wish to forget. But I've not been updating for a good time now, and I don't think I will any time soon. The spark for such thing, for me, it's been missing for a while, and I just can't motivate myself to write much anymore. I don't want this to be a chore, so I've stopped doing it. I hope you all can understand that it isn't some personal animosity. After all, I still speak to some of you through msn or email sometimes, no? (I wish I could speak to you all, but I understand some friendships are more of LJ thing, anyway.) And it never fails to bring a smile to my face discovering that you still think of me and worry about my doings. I truly do love being cared for like that, because yeah. I am spoiled like that. (; But also, I can't ask you guys to keep doing it if I don't even say I am alive, right? Well, I am alive, to be sure! XD

I won't say this is a final goodbye, but more of a long hiatus. I might find myself re-discovering that spark tomorrow again but... who knows? I hope you guys won't find this something of a person too self-absorbed, speaking as if I were someone important like that. =X This is just a tiny (non) explanation for my (past and future) absence.

Keep in touch with me, yeah? I'm terrible at it myself (you guys remember those promised postcards, no? I still have them here, to be sent. Oh dear), but I won't deny any attempt at contacting me. I love the little surprises of emails or simple messages waiting for me. I answer it all back, I do! x3 (I would also love to receive news of dbsk. I still like those five quite a bunch too, I'm just too lazy to keep up with them. I find I don't have half as much energy as they seem to have, hm.)

So, all of you. Take care of yourselves. Keep being the wonderful people I know you all are. Think of me every now and then. (; And never stop loving dbsk. They will be old men and still loved by us all, if I have my say.

Many smooches,
Amy.

A post a week seems to be the much I can post. I guess it's not an unreasonable amount of time from one post to another, at least, right? 8D Well, not much happens to me anyway. Why, then, bore my friends with tales of what I ate for breakfast and such things. There's no reason really. XD~ (Although, to be perfectly honest, Thursday I ate this fruit called Pitaya, which I hadn't eaten in a while and it's very delicious in a very simple way, and the most delightful color - pink. And its other name strikes my fancy too: dragon fruit. Nice, ain't it? ;3)

Hm, but I do have good news, I suppose. It's all very experimental for now, but seems I got the job I applied for. :D So yes~ Amy will become a teacher. *cough* There's no saying how that will go, haha, but if you guys would, I'd appreciate any wishes of good luck, because I am terrified at the prospect of having to teach English, really. :D;; It'll be a bit like private tutoring for now, and the money ain't that awesome but... it's something at least.

...and you guys will kill me, but I haven't send the postcards yet. No excuse. My schedule is still hectic but I bought them - just have to write them. Oh Lord. How I procrastinate~

Oh, now that the jaeho_exchange is over I guess it doesn't hurt to post my fic here, right? :3 So, nothing necessarily new, but for those of you who don't usually read jaeho (or didn't keep up with the exchange), maybe so, yes? ;D

My recipient was bunnie_writes and for her prompt of "Spring in Japan with cherry blossoms on top? (really I don't mind XD)", this was the best I could come with (read: on the day it was due, after a lot of hair pulling and general worry, and bugging a lot of people on msn):

Author: Amy
Title: though evil and flowers both come and go
Pairing: JaeJoong/YunHo, side YooChun/JunSu (mentioned JaeJoong/YooChun)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 4.780
Form: One-shot
Content: (totally) AU
Genre: humor, romance, (angst?)
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction.
Warnings: Betaed by my adorable wifey yaoi_hoshi. Thank you very much, sugar! *chus* ♥
Summary: The fine line between friendship and something more. Should you cross it?


( this might be a cliché... 8D;? )

...I guess this one wouldn't quite work as protest!fic, huh? XD;;

Oh man. Here I go~ but! No excuses, my lovelies. *grins* This is result of, well, you guys will figure it out the reason if you finish reading the story. XD;;
I do consider this crack if only because I know some of you will want to kick me if I try to take this story seriously 8D;;, so be warned!
Oh, and any inconsistencies are totally my fault. My research was poor and little. x3

Author: Amy
Title: on a magic carpet ride
Pairing: YooChun/ChangMin, side JaeJoong/YunHo
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 3.621
Form: One-shot
Content: (totally) AU
Genre: humor, romance
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction. (well, obviously! *snorts*)
Warnings: Dedicated to machine_of_july (cause she poked me like whoa) and everyone that likes YooMin. :D
Summary: Oh, how long does it take for a boy to figure things out, anyway?


( oh, i gotta got, gotta go, logical magic~ )

Wow! Haven't I been the lazy one these past days~ 8D;;
I'm here at my dad's house, and really, it's no surprise I'm so out of it - finally I have my laptop with me! *beams* So, of course I haven't been paying attention to anything else but it. XD
I'm sorry I'm neglecting LJ so much guys! I probably will do a little backtracking once the novelty of having a new computer (that actually does everything I want it to, omg!) is over I'm sure I'll be once again commenting, and well, being around more. ;D

I hope everyone's having a nice time and enjoying the holidays a lot!
I just wanted to wish you guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I might be away, but I'm still thinking about everyone, and I do hope and pray that 2008 will be an awesome year for all of us! :DDD
Let's all do our best so this really comes true, ne~? ;3

Everyone, please always take care of yourselves and be hardworking so your dreams will come true! I'll try my hardest this year as well. ♥

No fic this time! D: I fail.

almost midnight here and i finished this just in time, it seems.
sorry for any (probable) mistakes. let's celebrate xmas by continuing to love our boys, ne? :D

Author: Amy
Title: the hours between us
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong, (perhaps a bit of) YooChun/ ChangMin/ JunSu
Rating: PG-13
Form: one-shot (1.300 words)
Genre: sap XD
Warnings: not betaed (hush job, sorry! no capitalizing for the same reason, haha. :D;;)
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction.
Summary: Celebrate Xmas as best as you can - even if a little late. 8D ♥


( .the hours between us. )

MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! (feliz natal~!) ♥
and now i'm off to drink champagne. mwa. >3

Well. This is certainly very amusing.

"Wiki is always there for me. Even when nobody else is." — Anon.

Oh, interwebz~ XD

This is indeed only part 1 (of how many, I am unsure at the moment, possibly 3). It turns out, I can't choose to save my life. In the end, I do love many Brazilian artists and I want to show you guys the widest range possible of quality music. There's a bit of pop, a bit of rock, a bit of MPB, a bit of music I really can't classify. *grins* There will be some Bossa Nova too, come next parts of the recs.

I used zshare links for the individual songs, so you guys can listen to them first (and download later, if you so wish ;), and mediafire links for the albums (as it's one of the few sites I think everyone can download from). If anyone become curious about the lyrics, just ask me and I'll translate them to you. Some of them are really very pretty. :D

( So let's start, shall we? ;3 )

Oh, and I'm leaving the post public because if you guys want to point this page to anyone else, you're free to do so. ;3

東方神起:동방신기 friending meme

...it's fun, right? 8D With the last one I managed to make lovely friends, so I hope everyone participates and has the same opportunity. ♥

Hi loves, today I bring you guys no babble, promise.
I bring you guys nothing useful either, I just have to:

1) Apologize to you all for not commenting much these past three days! I've seen some very interesting posts, personal and fic-wise both, but I didn't have time to comment on all of them and for that I'm sorry. I had a doctor appointment in another city (my dad's) and I had to leave and though I have a computer I can use there, I was mostly away from home. I'll probably be backtracking tomorrow, so maybe you'll get a reply to an old entry. Ops! I hope that's not a bother either. :D;;

2) Ask for the links to everyone's thread on the Holiday Love Meme Part 2! I comment a bit on Part 1, but then it stopped accepting more comments, and now I want to leave more on part 2 but I don't think I caught everyone's link. So, I'd love if you'd leave me yours here, if you so happen to have one~ 8DDD

3) Confirm that the Brazilian Music Rec Post will happen~! Does anyone remember that?? XD;; I had some ideas of songs I want to rec to you guys and I'll be working on that this week and the next. I want to make it pretty, because it will be my Xmas Present to the Flist, and I want to post it before I travel to my grandma's house. ;3 It will probably be heavily biased towards artists that I enjoy, but still. There's bound to be at least one song of interest to you. :'')))

Now, off to bed I go. Take care my pretties~ and in case I don't manage to leave my love anonymously to you, please know that ILU guys very much so. I'm happy to have such an awesome flist. ♥

...not really a drabble. And quite silly. :D;; Still, done. Hopefully enjoyable. XD *chases the "it"s away*

For chuchama's prompt. sort of YooSuMin. (450 words.)

( Third Xmas Drabble )

Oh! And it's already the 8th here so, happy birthday feyla! ♥ Don't you like YooSuMin too? *grins* I hope you have a wonderful day today! :D
Edit: I'm so forgetful. I wanted to ask kahel_luna if you have a prompt for your requested drabble? I don't think you ever told me what it was~ :3

Here comes the next drabble.
A Xmas gift it may be, but also a birthday present it shall become~
Sorry I'm a day late, bb. I hope you had a wonderful day! Happy birthday! *chus* ♥

For thievingbird's prompt. JaeMin or YooMin. (230 words.)

( Second Xmas Drabble )

Well, bite me. My first YooSu. I'm not sure how well this turned out but since I got a random burst of inspiration I decided just to go with the flow. :P;; It really is a bit weird this one, I think. *worries*
I suppose this means the drabbles will be posted out of order then. XD

For mimei's prompt. YooSu. Sweet. (300 words.)

( First Xmas Drabble )

Author: Maryl Z.
Title: Another Orange Like This
Pairing: YunHo/JaeJoong (and vice-versa, yeah!)
Rating: PG-13
Form: One-shot (a little bit less than 1.000 words)
Content: Canon (but not really, as usual)
Genre: Fluff <333
Warnings: Dedicated to orionsroad (cause she wanted jaeho kisses) and mimei (who did a fantastic beta job, btw!).
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction.
Summary: Five JaeHo kisses. In a somewhat linear timeline. ;3

( looking for trouble and there's lovers to be had~ )

Quick question! Do you guys still love me? 8D *dork*
Does anyone know what happened to aswindblows? :O
Her journal was deleted... whut? Me no gets. D8
Some of you are her LJ-pals too, ne? So. Help! :D;;

BTW. YunHo. T^T
I understand, if I were in your place, I wouldn't want to stop working either, as letting the fans down is a big no-no. But please to be taking care of yourself, doll.
*shakes head*
Or better, make JaeJoong take care of you! 8DDD

Pic post later tonight, or early tomorrow.
I swear I'm working on it. Don't wanna let you guys down either! 8D;; But it is taking forever and day. ZOMG. Many, many pictures to UP and organize. *faints*

♥

Huh. I know I said JaeHoMin, and uh, pics!post, but I just wasn't feeling the pull. I fail...D:?
Swowy~ out_of_words24 the JaeHoMin is really stuck, and right at the smexy part. Ugh.
And see, orionsroad, I have nill organizational skills. XD
Instead, maybe, have some crack... :D?
I hope this serves to cheer you up, dear! ♥

Author: Maryl Z.
Title: As Sweet As It Can Be
Pairing: Se7en/Junsu, YooChun/ChangMin, YunHo/JaeJoong
Rating: PG for this chapter, methinks (later NC-17, most likely)
Form: Chaptered and WIP *gaspu*
Content: Canon (but not really, as usual)
Genre: Humor, definitely. Maybe also some romance and a tad of angst. I still dunno. :D;;;
Warnings: Unbeated (because, eh, still working on it, ne?)
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction.
Summary: No stolen pocky this once. And no actual Su7en yet. Just lots of silliness and a smitten of plot.

Prequel//Prologue

( up and going down, down~ )

Eh. So it ended up being a prologue... hopefully I'll have the strenght to work on the other chapters. XD;;
It's dedicated to Reece unnie (wedschilde), of course! ♥ As a late birthday gift that I hope she enjoys, even if the rest will come very, very slowly, most likely. 8D;; Please to not be drawing any pervy conclusions from that, kthnx.
Oh, and out_of_words24 love, your JaeHoMin is almost done. I just am having some issues with the actual smex, so it's taking more time than I thought it would. But soon. I promise. *grins*


Author: Maryl Z.
Title: As Sweet As It Can Be
Pairing: Se7en/Junsu, YooChun/ChangMin, YunHo/JaeJoong
Rating: PG-13 (for now, later NC-17, most likely)
Form: Chaptered and WIP *gaspu*
Content: Canon (but not really, as usual)
Genre: laskjdalskjd I DUNNO! Humor, romance, a tad of angst, maybe? :3;;;
Warnings: Unbeated (because, eh, still working on it, ne?)
Disclaimer: This story does not portray actual events, nor is based on reality. It is not factual, only fiction. Damn.
Summary: Revenge can be as sweet as pocky. Too bad not all enjoy its taste.

Sequel to Let Me. My Min7en, YooMin long-ish one-shot. 8D

( OMG. A chaptered fic. I'm SO not ready for that. )

Sorry guys, just a quick update to let you all know I'll be MIA in interwebless land until Tuesday. :D;; It's holiday here (weee!) and I'll go on a sort of roadtrip with my dad to visit my grandparents in the west. XD
It'll probably be fun and when I get back I promise to:

♦ Answer rhidana's meme. (Sorry bb, I take forever with everything. T^T)
♦ Give yaoi_hoshi detailed feedback on her awesome fic!
♦ Post at least a preview of my newest fic. Anyone remember that Su7en idea I had? XD;;
♦ Release my crappy version of Utada Hikaru's Fly me to the Moon. *snorts* It's crappy, I swear.
♦ Maybe show you guys some of the pictures from my trip? Anyone interested in that? 8D
♦ Stop babbling so much. u_u;;

Don't forget to let me know if something major happens in the DBSK/SuJu/Henry world. M'kay? :D
See you guys later~ ♥

GOOD things: :D

1) I'm still alive! XD;; OMG! The craziest, most tiring weekend I had, I kid you not. I'll probably will bable about later.
2) Ride on. OF COURSE! \*___*/
3) Getting to know SuJu a bit better. THANKS SO MUCH TO THOSE THAT HELPED ME WITH RECS, M'KAY? :DDD I'm still know litte but it allows me to read fic, so all's gooooood~ :3
4) DBSK old songs that I can't stop listening too, and OMG why didn't I get addicted to "All Rise" like, AGES AGO? I feel so outdated. XD;;; *doesn't really care* XD

BAD things: D:

1) Wank. Even though I have no idea what it really was about... wank is NOT good. It is sometimes funny, though XD There were two, right? The ZOMG I SEE HAIR SuJu wank and the BITCH PLEASE JAEHO IS SO REAL wank, riiiight~? 8D
2) Me being too tired to comment properly. Backtrack, much? I can't even think about it. ;_;
3) Not having finished intro!post. D8 I shucks, sorry. Will try to do it very soon, promise!
4) DBSK boys being so friggin' far away... D:? It's a given. u_u; Me no likes thinking about that.
5) Fanfic that does not magically write itself. See me fail at multitasking. :|
6) Warm weather that turns cold. Oh, spring, where are thou? T^T

And because the bad!list is bigger than the good!list, something cute to cheer me up:

( :O! )

What? I can't believe this... o_o;
*checks f-list again*

NO ONE POSTED THIS YET? :O


[Do click for a bigger image, honeys. Do click. *o*]

2nd Artist Book ~ SHINE

credits: the lovely already ♥ & bestiz

OMG! YunHo, you truly are so beautiful~~ :DDD♥
I want to lick your neck. IDO!

And I am completely spamming, but I saw lots of Mins, and Chuns... and I know some will do the Jaes and the Sus, so: LET THE HO BE DONE BY ME! MWAH. >3


PS: Do continue with the profiles, lovelies. ♥ *chus*
EDIT: Took of the cut because it's leaderssi, damnit. He doesn't need no stinking cut. >D